Agonising road to ruin Fright filled roots of soul Iconoclasmic nightmare watching Grief now uncontrolled Uncertain loss, my pain - frustration Now to reign regret Wreaking havoc, near undoing The trauma that dejects Desolated mindful obstruct Shattered scream to loudly erupt Pierce the night, a resoundning crash Lying dormant, bleeding and gashed Agonised Innocence removed fleetingly Childhood replayed Remembering the best of times Still remain dismayed Near loss of one who's so close Loving relative Wishing I could turn the clock back Lose my will to live Desolated mindful obstruct Shattered scream to loudly erupt Pierce the night, a resoundning crash Lying dormant, bleeding and gashed Driven to distraction grossly Morbid mind, it roars Taken from this mortal coil? Is the Reaper at the door? Linear thinking - positive Yet defeat never stops Overriding all the senses Heart begins to drop Desolated mindful obstruct Shattered scream to loudly erupt Pierce the night, a resoundning crash Lying dormant, bleeding and gashed Agonised Fear the worst, irrational Wounds are unsevere Recovery is imminent Temped fate now cleared Relief bringing but emotion Tears begin to flow A life was spared from grisly ending A life still yet to grow Desolated mindful obstruct Shattered scream to loudly erupt Pierce the night, a resoundning crash Lying dormant, bleeding and gashed Agonised