Now I'm without you and I just can't hide it You'll never know anything that I feel inside. You know I still love you, but I stay divided 'Cause I always hated your suicide. I guess you'll never bother Looking back. Call me up to say your last goodbye. Did you think that I could just let you go? I wish I could've said the words still To save you. Now I'm without you and I just can't hide it You'll never know anything that I feel inside. You know I still love you, but I stay divided 'Cause I always hated your suicide. How could you leave us behind? I was only a boy. And you made mother cry, So I burry my grief far below, deep inside, What else could I do? You're gone and it's true, We saved your life, cuts like a knife. It's always hard to leave the past behind I hope someday I'll get the chance to, to tell you Now I'm without you and I just can't hide it You'll never know anything that I feel inside. You know I still love you, but I stay divided 'Cause I always hated your suicide. I always hated your suicide.