There's always a day after
An end to all the laughter
It's never finished
It's never done
If it would be then I am lost
Suddenly it all hit at once
The intro dropped, after several months
I wandered astray
Got stuck in thought
And I've been starting to find a glimpse
Of what I'm yearning to become
Wandered into the fields
Felt my hearthpace speeding
When suddenly I stopped
And I stood still
As the light faded
And the cold came in
I don't know how long it lasted
Don't know how time had faded
There's always a day after
An end to all the laughter
It stood right before me
But only in the end
I saw the perfect shape
Of a winter tree
There was no movement except a mild wind
And the slow setting of the November sun
Wandered into the fields
Felt my heartpace speeding
When suddenly I stopped
And I stood still
As the light faded
And the cold came in I don't know how long it lasted
Don't know how time had faded
That night everything just felt surreal
Experiencing a tension
I didn't know I could feel
A tension between what I have achieved
And what I believe to be
I know I've said to have been on the turning point
I've said to have been there before
Overwhelmed by all the sounds
And a new sense of balance
(Wandered into the fields
Felt my heartpace speeding)
It's about mistakes and learning to make them
It's about realizing errors appear on a daily basis
It's about solving the questions all of this raises
It's the process of unifying with the person you are trying to oppress