I'ma leave it all on you Go 'head, take it out on me I been hard on myself I been starvin' myself Don't that touch feel like nothin'? Don't that cut feel like somethin'? I been cheatin' myself Ain't been treatin' myself And ya girl might fuck her friend front of me And I ain't even ask, no, not me And ya girl might fuck herself to me And I ain't even there, no, not me All night you can watch me All day you can watch me A mothafucka might kill himself 'cause of me They try hard, but they not me And this is as close to Heaven as I get And this is as close to Heaven as I get And this is as close to Heaven as I get And this is as close to Heaven as I get I like playin' games 'cause I ain't shit I like playin' games 'cause I'm childish I just weep to myself I can't sleep in myself I got another whip 'cause I'm empty I got a new bitch 'cause I'm empty Not I'm feelin' myself Not I'm healin' myself And ya girl might fuck her friend front of me And I ain't even ask, no, not me And ya girl might fuck herself to me And I ain't even there, no, not me All night you can watch me All day you can watch me A mothafucka might kill himself 'cause of me They try hard, but they not me And this is as close to Heaven as I get And this is as close to Heaven as I get And this is as close to Heaven as I get And this is as close to Heaven as I get Yeah, uh And this as close to Heaven as I get It's always more comin', baby, don't you stress M's in the bank and it's disco on deck But take it all away and it'd be scary what's left Yeah, let's just have a shot and not talk about it Got some party on me, I can't mob without it So we coppin' 20 bottles from the BevMo! Broke bitch Uber home, hit me with a Venmo I can make your bitch way wetter than you can Bad white ting, her nose like a toucan She lick me clean now I'm feelin' like a new man She got a man, I'll keep a secret if you can Trust me, I'm a California bear Hit the stage, 20 thousand phones in the air Got me tatted on her so she'll never forget For real, and this as close to Heaven as I get You know And this is as close to Heaven as I get (Kossi, I got you) And this is as close to Heaven as I get And this is as close to Heaven as I get And this is as close to Heaven