This kind, masked kiss Really doesn't soothe me An unfaithful hedonist Isn't who I want to be It's been a while since I felt free It's been a while with him living inside of me He hides behind my pale white disguise Using my mouth to tell his intoxicating lies This sick experiment The banging drum Surreal patterns and a clanging rhythm This constant noise I can't escape from Remember when I said I'm morally barren? She decides to walk away from this Than later drown herself in a deep and cold abyss I never came to terms with all I miss Still dreaming of lips I never should have kissed