Disconnection Fascination Misdirection Motivation. Reality is a revolving door that's spinning around me Is it narcissism or disconnection that won't let me be? How do I find connection? I'm lonely in my skin Can't wrap my head around it Either way I can't win My fascination is all I have You don't get me, I don't get you This misdirection, holding me back Change my point of view You don't get me, I don't get you An outsider in a crowded room Motivate me to understand you An outsider in a crowded room Truly alone