How could Ive let things get so far gone? I never figured it would come to this. The caution signs were there, I just ignored them all, now Im a fucking wreck and its all my fault. If I could say just one last thing, it would be thank you, And now I finally see the person that I want to be. I had made a grave mistake, misprioritized. Hindsight afforded me a look into myself. Didnt act the way I should, now Im on my last nerve, If I had another chance Id give what you deserve. You deserve more. Ive fucked up everything, like humanitarian intervention. I tear myself apart like schizophrenic hallucinations. So now Im out here on my own, and I am on the run. Its time to rethink who I am, and what I should have done. Ive made mistakes, Ill learn from them. I hope one day you can forgive, I wont forget.