In the back of the van
We're somewhere cold, the air is getting thin
Some guy is holding my hand
And he's the hottest thing I've ever seen
I'm always burning myself
And giving off more heat than I take
But here I go again
Like I can hardly wait for my heartbreak
Yeah, I just keep on acting like he won't ever find out
Like he don't already know
My stars will never line up
They only know how to glow
From the ceiling, they will beckon
I'm the siren of your bedroom
From the mountain to the pavement
I'm a Courtney I will drain him
From the screaming to the silence
Yeah it's toxic but I'll dive in
I can't help it if I like him
It's the chemistry we thrive in
And that's all that love is
As far as I know
That's all that love is
In the stairway now
Paranoid they're staring my way now
Just want one thing for myself
To not worry about anyone else
He took the weight off of me
And for a second I thought I could breathe
He's like the man of my dreams
But when I wake up, will I be sorry?
From the ceiling, they will beckon
I'm the siren of your bedroom
From the mountain to the pavement
I'm a Courtney I will drain him
From the screaming to the silence
Yeah it's toxic but I'll dive in
I can't help it if I like him
It's the chemistry we thrive in
From the ceiling, they will beckon
I'm the siren of your bedroom
From the mountain to the pavement
I'm a Courtney I will drain him
From the screaming to the silence
Yeah it's toxic but I'll dive in
I can't help it if I like him
It's the chemistry we thrive in
And that's all that love is
As far as I know
That's all that love is