When I make this music know I make it from the heart
Always been too personal it's been that from the start
If I didn't have no purpose I wouldn't be who I am
The past few months in the mirror like who am I
A feeling I've been unfamiliar with but I went through it
Only time in my life that I felt like I can't do it
Went from superman to missing man
Like Cam Newton
Always had the mojo never thought I could really lose it
25 I thought my life would be different
In many ways it is because close friends are distant
And when I'm all alone in my head I get reminiscent
Where'd the time go just yesterday I was 19
Living life blindly
Driving round' in some high beams
I'm in a weird stage of less friends but big dreams
Relationships tear apart
I never stitch seams
Way too much pride it's always been in my flaws
Part of growing up is me realizing my wrongs
I'll never talk about it I'll leave it here on this song
I'm sending lots of love to the people that did me wrong
Cause I ain't perfect either we learning to move along
I had some trouble with myself I couldn't feel anymore
I wasn't happy doing the only thing I adore
Thank you to the people that fill me up with support
Like fans that send a message and tell me to never stop
They love all of my music and to me that means a lot
Cause they don't owe me nothing
It's coming all from the heart
And that's all I can ask for
Lucky I got fans that fuck with me
A girl who loves me and when I'm down asks me wassup with me
The things that money can't buy
I can tell she really loves me when I look in her eyes
You know a look don't lie
I was gone for some time but never leaving again
This is Now and Forever you can tell all of your friends
Cause I'm back in my bag
And you know that winter coming
And that wind blow cold
It's a sample and some drums just to pour my soul
I got ice in my veins
Watch these boys go cold
Yeah
Watch these boys go cold