Let's travel back in to the future like I'm Marty Mcfly
So I can watch my future self when im hardly alive
Shit, with my lifestyle I'll be lucky to see 25
Dont trust what they say it's not safer inside
Heart palpitations my body's shaking me awake
And I grow weaker by the minute
Isolation shows no forgiveness
Who the fuck am I kidding I can't make it by myself
But I feel naked when I'm asking for help
'Cause I'm a man I'm supposed to endure the pain
Crazy to the point I feel like I'm the only one who's sane
I wanna scream but my mouth is wired up like bane
Call Ozzy on the phone I need a ticket for the crazy train
I used to have it all friends and a strong social life
"Unlimited" set aside and I lost most of my life
Me leaving my apartment has the same odds as
Snapping a selfie with bigfoot
Same likelihood as kids leaving facebook
And I could tell you that I'm doing fine
I could tell you that is all alright
Lalalalala, but slowly I am losing my mind
And I could tell you that It's all okay
I could tell you that I'm feeling great
Lalalalala, but slowly I am losing my mind
I'm losing my mind sometimes it hides
And I've gotta pick it up and screw the bolts on tight
'Cause I'm an average sized frankenstein
Sometimes I die but I shock myself alive
Jhonny cash told me focus on pain to see if you still feel
Pain seems to be the only thing that's real
So if drugs doesn't kill me lonliness will
And to be truthful I'd rather choose a rope than a pill
It's like a mortal kombat
My heart reaches a subzero
I'm talking to myself like I'm robert de niro
Sometimes I feel like norman bates like I'm a fucking psycho
But I'm used to it now it's like a never ending cycle.
And I could tell you that I'm doing fine
I could tell you that is all alright
Lalalalala, but slowly I am losing my mind
And I could tell you that it's all okay
I could tell you that I'm feeling great
Lalalalala, but slowly I am losing my mind
My mind
My mind
My mind
And I could tell you that I'm doing fine
I could tell you that is all alright
Lalalalala, but slowly I am losing my mind
And I could tell you that it's all okay
I could tell you that I'm feeling great
Lalalalala, slowly I am losing my mind
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