Dear Friend,
I'm starting to feel like I'm suicidal
'Cause all I wanna do is just be beside ya'
And I know that I can't
But I don't know how to feel
Can no longer tell if it's a dream or it's real
Shit got me worked up
And I don't know how to chill
It hit me so hard, like I got punched in my grill
Damn homie, fuck am I supposed to do now?
How could anybody prepare me for losing you now?
My life is a blur and I needed
You to clear it out
How can I talk to you
When I don't even know your whereabouts
I'm losing my damn balance
And I need to air out
Life is a damn challenge
But at least I'll make you proud
Thank god I got my girl
Holding me down firm
She can carry my legacy on
When it's my turn
But until then, I'mma stand right here
Shedding a tear and saying a prayer
I miss you.
As we go now, we travel the road
And I know now, we must travel alone
And I know, it will be difficult
As I drag my feet on this cold and open road
On this cold and open road
Yeah
I still remember like it was yesterday
You and I used to laugh and play
Never once thought about how to masquerade
The pain away, whenever tears fall like rain
But as of now, I'll hide my tears
Like ice in the snow
What am I supposed to do now?
Don't rightfully know
I keep working harder then ever
And when I finally blow
I'm giving you a shout on every award show
'Cause I know you up there
And watchin' us grow
I can feel you, and just wanted to let you know
You're a part of everything I do
Every little bit of it
You handed me motivation
Now look at what I did of it
Every time I thanked you,
You told me don't mention it
But now, I'mma do it
Every day through my music
Without you I was clueless
And never really knew that
I had it in me all along
And that I could actually do it
As we go now, we travel the road
And I know now, we must travel alone
And I know, it will be difficult
As I drag my feet on this cold and open road
Maybe we can catch up
And you can tell what it's like
Is heaven how I fantasize?
How should I lead my life
Could you give me advice
If only words could paint a vivid picture
Then you might know
How much I miss you
As we go now, we travel the road
And I know now, we must travel alone
And I know, it will be difficult
As I drag my feet on this cold and open road
Cold and open road
On this cold and open road
On this cold and open road
As we go now, we travel the road
And I know now, we must travel alone
And I know, it will be difficult
As I drag my feet on this cold and open road