I don't want to miss you But I already do For all I know It's already in you Every day spent on the couch Law & Order SVU It's true, it's truTV For all I know it's in me I know sometimes I can't leave my bed I know I've sung it again and again I've tried to make a deal with God It kills me when I can't make you feel loved She wants to die By an abundance of strawberries Though we don't talk anymore That stuck with me all these years apart And when I want to die I think about an abundance of strawberries I will lie down and sleep in strawberries I know I haven't lived so well I've tried to own up to it now I just want to make a deal with God I just want a better life for my mom