I'm tired of flinching when I'm in panic, I'm tired of backing out the door I intend to pick up what I came here for Perpetually lonely, I never needed you to be that cure I just wanna maintain that I stayed pure I only took my time and yours When you called me through corridors Oh God, It's painful I bet you'd find me more attractive unobtainable This kind of play is bullshit, unsustainable Pull off the band-aid and tell me to leave you alone I really don't mind You're only giving me a reason to commit a kind Of forced self-love that I could never seem to find Pull off the band-aid so I can make it on my own I oughta stop sharing my faults with a stranger for half the day Once they know how unhinged I am, they just wanna get far away At least I was transparent So phase me out for this week's model I bet he's as tall as he is shallow I bet he makes you all kinds of anxious Like I swore I never would If you call that a hobby You should really get that fixed 'Cause I don't want to exist as a body I just want to exist