I wear arms like winter coats I sail in bodies like paper boats My vessel sinks, my blood runs thin And in that moment I'm bare again You saw me struggle. You saw me float And like a good friend, you kept me close You have my all. I'm at your feet 'Cause in that moment I am complete But when my colors show You have to let me go I'm a goner, with no honor I'm in sonder It's evil, it's human It's taken down quite a few men I am the new statistic I am the new statistic I swear to dismiss it I wish I thought what you witness I wish that I was different I'm no different When my colors show You have to let me go I'm a goner with no honor I'm in love when I'm in sonder It stays Inside My head At all times I wear arms like winter coats I sail in bodies like paper boats I'm evil, I'm human I'm trying to be a new man But when you didn't look I tore some Pages out of my open book I'll let you be I'll let you be I'll let you be I'll let you be I'll let you be