I don't really wanna grow older, 'coz I'm afraid of life
And if these blessings that I want will come my way
Am i really doing what is good? Or, am I wasting time
Thinking that I help, but putting them through pain
Feeling I've even met people that could really stay for life
Contemplating if they'll drop me all again
Even got me questioning if my girl really fake or nice
Did you you really love me or, was this a game to you
I can't find myself I tried, yeah
Feeling like somebody else in my mind
Thinking that I ain't controlling my life, yeah
Am i gonna let this run, 'coz I might
I might, analyse these thoughts like, what's the deal
Making up all these scenarios that are not real
Learning peoples minds are mostly faecal, and these dons are so see through
So I learnt to surround myself with the right people, and then I
Put my mind in overdrive, I had to find my soul
And I put my pride away for guidance, then I deeped that
It took me 17 years to free my mind
Got rid of these feeble guys
Now my head is clear as sky
Didn't need stativa highs
Didn't need these peoples lies
Telling me it'll be alright
Now I know myself coz I tried, yeah
Feeling like there's no one else in my mind
Knowing that I'm in control of my life, yeah
So I know that I'm gon' be alright