I've been lost for a minute where you gone?
Summer nights feeling like the only one
Writing letters while I'm praying for some sun
All these clouds are getting heavy
Paper cuts all on my thumb
The white walls in my room keep my locked in
A lost kid
Tryna fix his life with a cross stitch
Gone with the fairies is what they used to say to him
Every time it happened
Little cuts would wound him razor thin
Eventually would be in his mind until the day begins
The anxious preminitions
Shaping everything they say to him
Little did they know
Young Yusuf saw the bigger picture
He had a talent with the scripture
They tried to put him in a box
And fill it up with liquor
Only way out was to drown
Or think of something quicker
Than the rest of em
Pressure tested em
Especially the testosterone filled testaments
Telling him to live this way
And never question em
Tension rose the rose petals
On his plants as he said to em
Stop it we don't want it
Trust me we know
Forgot about you and the green
Just like I'm CeeLo
So now you know if you see me and I seem low
The young yellow Neo
Star sign says Leo
Just tryna make music for your car stereo
And I don't really care if its a Benz or Clio
Gotta shout out to Mukbang 3 stacks
And if you don't like it
You can mind your own bees wax
Cos now im seeing clearer
Vision 2020
Turned 21 anyone wanna spare a penny?
Or some subtle inspiration at this station
Went for a coffee then forever left me waiting
Maybe yellows tryna tell me stay away from it
You know you won't always get the answers
Stop debating it
Just use the lessons that you learn
And keep making swift sonnets for the stage
Cos you're happy when you're facing it
So keep facing it
I've been lost for a minute where you gone
Summer nights feeling like the only one
Writing letters while I'm praying for some sun
All these clouds are getting heavy
Paper cuts all on my thumb
Ive been lost for a minute where you gone
Summer nights feeling like the only one
Writing letters while I'm praying for some sun
All these clouds are getting heavy
Paper cuts all on my thumb
Hopefully the next step is gonna take me closer
Feelings often bottled up like carbonated soda
Analytic anarchy expressed as I get older
Arbitrary anecdotes combine to fill the hole up
But I'm still dwelling on the past
I think about you every day
It's like I'm living in a trance
Forever trapped inside a game
Even when it makes me smile
I always hang my head in shame
All I wanted was some love
But now I'm trapped inside a cage
Wish I was aware from the first day
Always made it worse
With the words and a hurt face
Meeting blue always thinking of the worse case
Showing all my feelings
Got me worried now for her sake
So I just stay in my room and keep writing
Working on my music making sure I keep surviving
Where the pressure builds up
It gets kinda frightening
I'm relying on the music so my mind keeps fighting
I've been lost for a minute where you gone
Summer nights feeling like the only one
Writing letters while I'm praying for some sun
All these clouds are getting heavy
Paper cuts all on my thumb
I've been lost for a minute where you gone
Summer nights feeling like the only one
Writing letters while I'm praying for some sun
All these clouds are getting heavy
Paper cuts all on my thumb