What do you see?
In this wave of words I show you me
Esoteric unorthodoxy
Was found when feelings got me yet I wonder
Are these lessons just a lonely climb?
Whose there when I phone the line?
Do you care when I show you my?
Story
It's an awkward ride but it's surely
A step in the right direction
And nobody's painted it for me
I'm far from the basic rap cos it bores me
Tryna kill pain like a portion of morphine
But I still stay cos it's all that you taught me
It's all about me well fuck it of course he
Uses his music to answer his problems
Sometimes it feeds them
Sometimes it stops them
Inside he's bleeding he needs you to want him
But he can't deal with the fear or the nonsense
Of finding the one
Cos he's one step closer when writing a song
No right or wrong's when you're writing your wrongs
I just pray when I'm there I don't bring them along
Tryna find Faith but I hope that the
Evan's don't Twista away with a force so strong
Locked in a cage and it's all year long
The key lies deep in the song
Just know me as this when I'm gone
I tried to be more like them
Spit bars and act cool like them
I was acting a fool back then
Cos I found out I'm not at all like them
Said I should be more like me
Cos no one's keeping it raw like me
The same shit is all I see
And it makes me wonder if all eyes see
I see why I might not make it
But what does it mean to have made it?
Living the dream but you're keeping it basic
I'd rather spit bars in a basement
But I've got no cash in my wallet
You can't make p's if you're keeping it honest
Working a part-time job till my heart might stop forgive me I promise
I do wanna make it, I wanna be next
But the further I go, see the darker it gets
Not sure what to believe
And it seems like the key might be locked in the chest
If the only way out is in
Then the ins and outs might cloud the sin
Leave us when we're down and out
But never teach us how to win
I'm done with the bullshit
Can't lie can't run with the bullshit
Poured out my heart to the people
Played my hand and I'm all in
What I say you ain't got to believe
Still keep a few cards locked in the sleeve
I will not stop while I breathe
But I'm here and I'm asking what do you see?