微かな記憶 残る 幸せなんて 今映った自分にも 嘘をついてる 全ての微笑みは ただの偽物 孤独憧れるが どうして辛いの? Happiness isn't meant to be nostalgic And longing for a purpose should bring meaning, not feel tragic Every helping hand reaching out is growing colder This hell is one I made myself and mine alone to shoulder 静寂頭の中で響いて 永遠に My heart and soul 少しずつ衰えていってる 希望と夢両方壊れる 止まりたい、だけどどうやって? 僕はどのくらい続くのかな ♪ In a flash, my senses crash My mind's connecting dots from present to past As a storm, it begins to form The reason I've grazed those pearly gates before No shape no cure How much anguish can one endure? So what the fuck am I supposed to do When the one day comes where I can't pull through? ♪ Faced with a choice Do I run away and hide? Or should I give into desire Gut myself and rip out what's inside? 回り回る消えていく 望みを 眠れない夜の思いが苦しめる 生きる意味を探しが、何もない見つけられない 幸福の権利は望めないのか? ♪ 逃げらないんだ 逃げらないんだ My mind is my greatest enemy 生きたいよ 死にたくないよ 深淵が僕を呼んでる ♪ Even in my darkest hour I won't let it overpower me