Can you turn me up a bit on the headphones
Look, can I keep it solid
Hoping after all I say my pride will be demolished
I'll be down and up
Up and down
Tired of teeter tottering
I done took the word humility
And tried to redefine it
I'm a jerk like that
Get hurt and hurt right back
But it doesn't work like that
No it doesn't work like that
See what it means is you gotta be nicest to the meanest
But I be so rebellious
Not trying to receive it
Instead of getting over it
I'm always getting even
My daughter's only two
But what example am I leaving
I'm sorry baby but your daddy's just a knuckle head
Instead of giving it to God
I gotta kicking buck a bit
Bitterness is killing
Got me feeling like I'm stuck with it
It never satisfies you
You could never get enough of it
Daddy did me dirty it was so hard to forgive him
Only reason I forgave him
Is so I could be forgiven
I'm a Christian I'm supposed to have a different way of living
But I wake up feeling like it's just a different day in prison
I'm a Christian I'm supposed to have a different way of living
But I wake up feeling like it's just a different day in prison, uh uh
Can I speak with honesty
The only time I'm happy is when everyone acknowledged me
I start to feel some type of way if you don't say you proud of me
I'm hoping now that I've exposed
That God will beat it out of me
I know I'm not the only one that's ever felt this
But I'm feeling like the only one that's helpless
I'm super duper selfish
Jesus can you break my pride
Cause I get angry when my leader doesn't take my side
Take my lust
Take my lies
Help me to be a faithful pillar in the church
And help me pay my tithes
Help me to love help me to care
When one of my brothers in Christ is hurting
Help me to be there
Help me to be fair
Help me to be fair
The devil is real
Help me to beware
Help me to beware
The devil is real
Help me to beware
Help me to beware
The devil is real
Help me to beware
Help me to beware
The devil is real
And can you break me down
Jesus can you break me down
Jesus can you break me down
I want to be like you
God come and help your people
The devils trying to fill me with evil
Can you break me down
Jesus can you break me down
Jesus can you break me down
I want to be like you
God come and help your people
The devils trying to fill me with evil
Can you break me down