I still long I still desire I still turn I still burn I won't put out I want to be small I want to be all maximized I wish I was invisible Yet realized And every morning I wake up and I just don't My true self slaps me in the face and I just groan Oh to dream the only dream I don't have time To fuck around But it's all I know Oh no I'm swimming in acceptance for oceans yet formed I'm grasping onto context in every lie sworn And every morning I wake and I'm immersed The suns finds its way to my room and I curse Oh to dream a time machine Well I get kind of caught up in what could of been I'll spend a whole lifetime absolving sin There's so many choices, what do you choose If I could choose one thing I'd do right by you I'd do right by you I'd do right by you I'd do right by you I'd do right by you I'd do right by you I'd do right by you I'd do right by you I'd do right by you