I told you not to take all of those drugs
But it wasn't enough
I called a hunnid times
Maybe a hunnid times wasn't enough
All of my friends look at me
When I'm pouring a drink in my cup
They think I'll mix it with sumn
Cuz they know I wna give up
We were the best
We were always the best
When it was only us
All of my friends tell me
Pour out the liquor
Cuz they do not trust me
You were the only one round
That would always be there
Cuz u loved me
I told u not to take all of those drugs
But I wasn't that lucky
Maybe it's nothin
But maybe you'll die
Because maybe it's something
U called me twice
And u said that
U couldn't afford a concussion
I called u twice and said
Baby u liar ur probly bluffin
Maybe ud still be right here
Cuz we're tryna have a discussion
And I knew u before this
U were acting so fuckin disfunctional
Maybe I wouldn't have cared
If I wasn't so fuckin disfunctional
Baby I'll still be right there
If u float in the clouds
And the sun and all that
Now ur in heaven
And now and I can only mmmm
And these days I know that I tried
I musta cried a million times
I musta died a million times now
I must be honest I'm alive now
And these days I know that I tried
I musta cried a million times
I musta died a million times now
I must be honest I'm alive now
And these days I know that I tried
I musta cried a million times
I musta died a million times now
I must be honest I'm alive now
And these days I know that I tried
I musta cried a million times
I musta died a million times now
I must be honest I'm alive now
It's been aaaa long time since I been a boy
Death calls but I been avoid
Eighteen when I did the choice
Nighteen when I had a voice
Nighteen when I send the joy
Nighteen when I been a boy
Eighteen and it's still a choice
My god why u making noise
Nighttime when I'm in the royce
I tried but my pen is joy
I died when I sent the joy
My lives aren't envious
I tried but I'm ten at this
Nine lives but I'm ten at this
I tried but I never miss
My lives aren't envious
And these days I know that I tried
I musta cried a million times
I musta died a million times now
I must be honest I'm alive now
And these days I know that I tried
I musta cried a million times
I musta died a million times now
I must be honest I'm alive now