I am chasing it backwards And now my past seems infinite And I've been moving backwards Since my fears could play innocent And my only advantage Is that my best craft is Magnificent during my loneliness A pessimist for I have grown weary Of their over the counter Counterfeit kindness I live in a lightless fortress I'm holding back my tears How impervious Hence I'm the thirstiest and I pretend that all is frivolous Quench me I (Man) quench me I I want enough water to see My reflection linger above something Knee deeper than ocean water And stay away from people Who only ever mirror my lower-self It's a murderous cancer And never find inner peace in Others That's too much power to To a frequent stranger And forever remember that Loss will never leave you You will lose everything But the act of losing things Will be your forever keeper Even after so many ever ever afters I found myself going no place Aimlessly drifting in amazing I found myself going no place Aimlessly drifting in amazing I found myself going no place Aimlessly drifting in amazing I found myself going no place Aimlessly drifting in amazing