Bad habits Laminated in malice Sitting, waiting for me To fall tragic So I sleeve my back With God's jacket Yet life seems to happen When you plan it My back pocket Filled with the unsaid Cumulonimbus weeping Over the silences Of thunder's absence And Veneration for derelicts Plentiful compliments For the esoteric spirit That accelerates Through depressive elements I'm tipping scales and weighing options Mid answer forgetting what the question is Watching lit candle wicks fight with the wind And I see the fading feathers in the highest flying wings I open my clinched fists and I let you witness the wishes that will make you feel bliss and I will... Build a wall that barricades your demonic sins But now I'm skipping through The valley of Calamity And weak of grievances So keep your armies at a distance please I'm yearning harmony So please no harming me Misery loves company so He visits constantly And how ironically you have no words When it comes to the truth Silly me, poor you And how could you beat, batter and bruise me And still say I love you, Fuck you For making a mess that you can't clean up (My Father used to say great things come from great pain)