Took my smile
Life turned that shit around
Kick my ass to the ground
It's a permanent frown
It's a permanent frown
It's a permanent frown
Hard to look up when you always down
Hard to stay calm with the madness all around
It's a permanent frown
It's a permanent frown
These uppers pick me up off the ground
But I stay falling right back down
Sike
I came up off my own damn grief
All that pain just empower me
Made a life off PTSD
Wounds don't heal them cuts too deep
Now it's the verses that drip out and leak
Now it's the wolf hiding in the sheep
A hopeless child birthed the fucking beast
Yeah, that's me
Eighteen bought a beamer now I spin your fucking block
Thought I'd end up homeless but a nigga switched the fucking plot
I ain't bout that flexing nigga give a fuck what I got
I'm just happy I'm in a place that I never would have thought
I still suffer, I'm still fucked up, but I give it all I got
If I'm breathing best believing I'm still aiming for the top
Goofy niggas watch out, I ain't stopping till my body rot
Niggas in my way this banger pop your motherfucking top, bitch
Oh I'm on a roll now
Yeah won't slow down
Dodging everything they throw now
Retaliate with them poles out
Pitch dark look up see a glimpse of the light
Maybe there's more behind all the suffer and the fight
Maybe there's a reason to keep going on with this life
Memories up in my mind haunt my sleep up in the night
But it's alright
Yeah, It's alright
I still fight
I still fight, uh