My eyes Totally glazed over Pinching at my shoulder But my thumb pulls down again And just When I've got you out of my hand You're in my head again And suddenly I'm lost And it hurts my stomach Yeah I'll make myself sick And I've lost my focus Don't know how to focus When I'm alone Wait Back there with the old me Like it's my favorite movie But only the first act Oh My window to reality Letting me see all the things You were before we met And it hurts my stomach Yeah I'll make myself sick And I've lost my focus Don't know how to focus When I'm alone Where is my self control? (One more time just one more time) And it hurts my stomach Yeah I'll make myself sick And I've lost my focus Don't know how to focus When I'm alone