Wine tastes good and sometimes that's all I know After making sense of nothing Weed feels good and I don't even know why I feel better Until I remember I went to the nutri-grams cupboard A giggly kid feeling sad about her parents How are you doing I don't want to know Are you trying to get better I'm not mad, I'm disappointed Is this still my dad's number Nevermind Nevermind It's been a year; he was gone on Thanksgiving I'm feeling pretty grateful that he's out Cause I don't want to remember what panic feels like When he leaked the gas line by the roasting bird Oh fuck, I'm too tired How are you doing I don't want to know Are you trying to get better I'm not mad, I'm disappointed Is this still my dad's number Nevermind Nevermind I call him missing, but please don't start a search I'm just fine waiting for this dead man of mine I call him missing, but please don't start a search I'm just fine waiting for this dead man of mine How are you doing I don't want to know Are you trying to get better I'm not mad, I'm disappointed Is this still my dad's number Is this still my dad's number Nevermind, nevermind Nevermind, nevermind Nevermind, nevermind