To go a year without dreaming / until it seems that there's nothing new / I couldn't give you a reason / I couldn't stop it from washing over you And to fall into darkness / until it took over every part of you / to try to sweat out the toxin / to look for god in a empty motel room You said it felt like dying / when you saw that white horse coming / where you sick of fighting / underneath that weight the crushing / are you finally free from / a world that always seemed so broken / did you stop your running / when you saw that light that's blinding