Wreck my life up This is it – drowning in myself This is it – hanging by a thread I can't feel none but pain It's driving me insane And I'm the one to blame I'm living in shame This is me – I dare you to come close This is me – the lonely path's the one I chose On the outside looking in Life drags me down with a fucking grin Changing moods are all I feel And thoughts rule everything around me – t.r.e.a.m. I cannot sleep at night my head is spinning around I ain't a little nervous – this is a mental breakdown The rings under my eyes get darker and bigger This must be a dream, but this is my own reality REALITY I can't think straight