You'll always be to me A stain to never fade The worst mistake I've made A blemish on an otherwise detestable career A studied insincere But I'll always be to you A record overplayed The rain on your parade Will you never look at me And see beautiful again I would I were the same But I look for always... I don't want to understand To make it go away Or hush myself when I just want to say Will you never be to me A surface kind of friend I do believe that this is not the end It's not the end I'll always be to you A stain to never fade The worst mistake you've made An episode to file under "never try again" I would I were the same But I want to be your adrenaline The redness across your chest Oh lover I confess Though you'll always be to me A stain to never fade I'd do it all again Because I look for always... And still I stand with the persistence of an idiot Still I stand will I say... Hell, I do believe that this is not the end