There's a hole in my wall Sometimes I wonder how big it will be There's a hole in my heart They say it's supposed to ebb with instinct I wanna be happy But the methods I use are against me I am nice But with the hits I'm a control freak I'm a sad little control freak I'm a sad little control freak I'm a sad little control freak Then we sing a song The towers are high and I am very scared of heights Now I am lying I am just as high as my fright What am I saying? These people will think I'm crazy What am I thinking? People already think I'm crazy I'm a sad little control freak I'm a sad little control freak I'm a sad little control freak Then we sing a song I'm a sad little control freak I'm a sad little control freak I'm a sad little control freak Then we sing a song A song