Tears are falling like rain And tenderly they caress My wounded skin I remember everything I lived Every scar on me is a painful memory I'm chasing sweet illusions of joy But it seems I can't reach them I'm swallowing Ketazolam pills For making my mind slowly numb I'm feeling so empty and sorrowful I only desire to die in this emptiness My subconcious is stopping me again From falling down this climb Let me do it Don't stop me again Let me go Don't hold me right now All the treatments didn't work And I'm suicidal again I wish to sleep forever I don't care about living anymore My last breath will be exhaled Into deep, dark, waters Slowly sinking, dying, and resting In the eternal peace given