Sometimes I feel like I'm not really here It's like were transparent something needs to happen and Blood in the water nothings really clear I'm trying to hold on to the love that you give and Here we go everyday over and over again I need space but I need you to keep me close I'm your friend Sometimes I feel like I'm not really here Like the blood is in the water having thoughts but nothings really clear Is it emptiness or is it fear ashes in the hour glasses Alas no one really cares Some people look up to the stars and make wishes When I look I just realise how pointless all this is Like here we go around again I've never really found my zen My mind is never quiet and I think I've hit my limit What is it My spirit may be broken bro I'm choking With this lump that's in my throat an I'm not coping over over dosing Slipping on this slope an mouth is foaming eyes are rolling I been frozen in this moment a bleeding heart broken Sometimes I feel like I'm not really here Its like were transparent something needs to happen and Blood in the water nothings really clear I'm trying to hold on to the love that you give and Here we go everyday over and over again I need space but I need you to keep me close I'm your friend I'm your friend You see I listened to my friends and had a re-evaluation I still feel like I'm alone but now I know my situation So I'm living for my people they balance the equation And I'm seeking out some help to conquer dissociation Hoping waiting wasn't working now I work towards my healing And I talk about my feelings and my life has found a reason Though I'm still on shaky ground its enough to break the ceiling And the earth could open up but it won't take me I have meaning So let your days be brighter too please don't give up just fight them through I had to show this lighter view and let you know that I was you Let your days be brighter too please don't give up just fight them through I had to show this lighter view and let you know that I was you Sometimes I feel like I'm not really here It's like were transparent something needs to happen and Blood in the water nothings really clear I'm trying to hold on to the love that you give and Here we go everyday over and over again I need space but I need you to keep me close I'm your friend I'm your friend I'm your friend I'm your friend Sometimes I feel like I'm not really here It's like were transparent something needs to happen and Blood in the water nothings really clear I'm trying to hold on to the love that you give and Here we go everyday over and over again I need space but I need you to keep me close I'm your