If it wa sn't for the hustle or the drive
Could be struggling for my life
Can't trust none feelings bottled up inside
Apple of my eye she was always by my side
Things changed
Who could really thought we would divide
All up in my business
Steady waiting for me to bite, slick
I couldn't get caught up in the lies
Put my pride aside
Nuff times I let that sh*t slide
And I was in it so deep
Bags in my eyes I had minimal sleep
Menace in the sheets, had her so weak
Rounds on rounds got pains in my obliques
She was more than a sneak
Man I'm in it for the win
Angel by my side got fighting with the gins
Always felt obliged
Like you were entitled to my things
And every fortnight your mood changes like skins
We were more than a fling (way more)
Trust issues really got us broken up
And I'm still in my feelings gotta sober up
Poker face I bet you couldn't call my bluff
And when I question you
You always wanna throw a strop
Now our memories been blown to dust
Don't even smoke but had to roll one up
Thinking how you left me that was so abrupt
This is me explaining that I'm owning up
I know the skies grey
I'm sorry (I'm sorry)
Wish it could have been another way
(Wish it could have been)
You never left my mind
Oh no (oh no)
But I need this time alone
(I need it)
Couldn't dwell on the past
Soldiering through the pain
But couldn't lay down my guard
I was in a state but couldn't sleep on the graft
Broken organs put my heart in a cast
Bryson tiller while I lay in the dark
Or it's, shots of henny while I listen to blxst
(While I listen to blxst)
Turned all my strains to laughs
But I'm, still lost in this journey I embark
Don't think it's easy, to say goodbye
It's just the time aint right
Couldn't feel you by my side no
Miscommunications at its worst
Our wounds run too deep
For it to be reversed
I know the skies grey
I'm sorry (I'm sorry)
Wish it could have been another way
(Wish it could have been)
You never left my mind
Oh no
But I need this time alone
(I need it)
How did we get to this point
Coz it's nothing we don't, really want
How did we let us fall
Coz it's nothing we don't, really want
(Oh no)
I know the skies grey
I'm sorry (I'm sorry)
Wish it could have been another way
(Wish it could have been)
You never left my mind
Oh no (oh no)
But I need this time alone
(I need it)