Look, broken hearts when I went care Truss man I broke down hard Tears in the dark You aint felt the pain in my heart These thoughts can't erase from the past I guess it just made me strong Composed when they ask what's wrong But I was hurting carrying this burden I pray it don't last for long I pray it don't hit man deep Slowly tryna find my feet I lay my life on the beat Who was I likely to be If mum weren't put to sleep Feels like it was meant to be All this pain was meant for me And my aunt went pen for me And that f*cked with me mentally I've been caged in my thoughts 10 years since I aint been abroad All the stress that came from the court Ice cold like I was raised in the north And it's love not lust, stuck in the mud Tryna get the best of both That broke her trust Open scars, no choice but to let her go And she came from a broken home Voicemail couldn't phone her phone Trapped all alone In my feels took the long way home Thoughts on archive Raps came straight from the dome And I've been tumbling dice for years But bro got nicked for rolling stones Deadlock I'm breaking the tie Deep thoughts keep roaming the night Archive been stored inside These thoughts keep haunting my mind Story of my life Got bred from pain and strife Made me strong Took L's but changed the tide Deadlock I'm breaking the tie Deep thoughts keep roaming the night Archive been stored inside These thoughts keep haunting my mind Story of my life Got bred from pain and strife Made me strong Took L's but changed the tide Broken hearts when I went care Truss man I broke down hard Feels like it was meant to be All this pain was meant for me And that f*cked with me mentally