Saw a girl in my sleep and she was bending over me Gritting all her shark teeth what does it mean? Either way I'm unbothered back to sleep I don't care if these sheets cover my cold feet The demons might as well just come and take me now Threats of death mean nothing when you're down to die I wake up and I cry Then jerk off and let out a sigh I'm tired, I'm tired, I'm tired And nothing's worth doing or trying Instrumental I forget things like how things feel Like is any of this gonna matter in a year? Can I love someone and they love me back? 'Cus for real I just fuck then I leave real fast Fuck, fuck, fuck all the numbness away And there's no single girl asking me "you okay?" And I'm not even sure if I care that they don't 'Cus I'm always so sure from the start that they won't I don't even have the energy to end it Everything I do, I do to forget it Everything I feel is a lesser version of what I've already felt I wake up and I cry Then jerk off and let out a sigh I'm tired I'm tired I'm tired And nothing's worth doing or trying Come apathy rain over me Come apathy rain over me Instrumental Rain over me Instrumental Rain over me