Was I right? Just keep telling myself I tried and I got what I wanted In too deep, we spend life on our knees All alone, I can't hack it Salt lips, false kiss Another moment spent mistaking lust as heaven sent Breathe in, not once, but maybe twice Which one will make it out alive? Chapped lips, bruised hips Another man's been bent He prayed for love but lust was sent I thought I could remind you what you said this meant You lied Scratched back, heart attack I'm right where I belong Bloody lip, put it in a song But I can't act like I don't feel the hate everytime I find god in between your legs You showed me who I am, you rubbed it in my face You ripped my wings off and told me "Have faith." You pushed me off of the cliff, then you told me to fly My self sufficiency was always a lie Down on my luck for the last time Close your legs, kill the vibe Now we'll try, but I still can't sleep at night Now, thinking back to the words you said, I'm losing it