I find it difficult to remember The last night of December When we bowed our heads And waved our hands and parted ways And when the sun came up in the morning I had an appetite for disowning All the things that I ever shared Or thought I had with you So I'll try, try to remember The last night of December But the pain inside my heart Is forcing all the love in life away I try to think of a time And let the memories unfold But it just slips away And all the tempos are slowed So I drink it all away And sleep through the days I'm closing off to this world I think it's better this way So I'll try, try to remember The last night of December But the pain inside my heart Is forcing all the love in life away