I carried the weight of the world on my shoulders Face split in two, lived the life of a coward I started giving up on myself Stared into darkness with faces I wish I'd forget Fever putting me to sleep I owe myself for this Lungs collapse and bones starts to break Stuck in the darkness with the snakes I was nowhere for the longest time And no one could save me from myself I was nowhere for the longest time And no one could save me from myself I buried myself ten feet below I was trapped in my own misguided world It's fucking hard to stay away It's fucking hard to live without you But I'll never go back there again I was never alive Traded my soul for misery Stayed with the snakes to cover myself from reality ♪ I started shedding skin I am trapped in my own misguided world I stayed with the snakes for the longest time It's fucking hard to stay away It's fucking hard to live without you But I'll never go back there again ♪ I fucking loathe myself! ♪ I fucking loathe myself! Stepped out from the darkness I contained in me Released myself from the shackles I helped create I've got the power of life in my hands And I intend to keep it My life has meaning after all