Tell me that it's all in my head
So here's a song about me, something you might not have known
I've got untreated depression, I'm 21 years old
And I've felt enough pain to last me a
Lifetime, since 16 I've been dying on the inside
I was an outcast, never gave a fuck about school
I never did drugs, never fit in or was ever cool
I sunk low while the whole world played
Me a fool, I never felt so ugly in my skin
I kept my hope on the back of my eyelids
Whoever said it get better that's bullshit
I wish that I could be like the cool kids
I'm getting older and I'm hating every bit of it
Now say it with me
I wish I was dead
I wish I was dead
I wish I was dead
I wish I was dead
I was an outcast, never gave a fuck about school
I never did drugs, never fit in or was ever cool
I bit my tongue until blood was all I could
Spit until I gave up, huffed and said "fuck this"
I kept my hope on the back of my eyelids
Whoever said it gets better, you're fucking full of it
I wish that I could be like the cool kids
Because the cool kids probably never feel like this
Because the cool kids probably never feel like this
Because the cool kids probably never feel like this
I'm a fucking loser, I'm off pawning the cost so that I can belong
Fuck a gift I thought I'd write you a song
So you can right your wrongs, now fucking sing along
Cause you're a fuckup
Waste of space spitting in the
Face of the person that you used to be
It's much easier to place the blame
Then to eat up the shame and fix the mess that you helped create