My spirit has gone out the window It feels like everything I do is wrong Though I can't stand to look in the mirror I would end it all, too bad it's everything I fear I'm buried beneath my old ways Why can't I stop pulling the dirt into my grave? I am reaching out for the hand of someone else to save me now I have no faith in you anymore I have no faith in us anymore I see clearer now through the eyes of someone who has let me down It's time to leave it all, let it go It's time to end it all, let it go I have been erased from existence By the self-destruction from what makes me suffer It's pulling me under, I don't know if I can survive this How do I keep my head above the waves? I'm suffocating in all my regret You can say anything You want to try and save yourself If only I could hear you out You can't fix me now I'll only drag you down into this hell I'm living in Don't follow me, I'm on my own