Back at the bottom
I've fallen beneath the model
Of what I wanted to be
In the mirror is the enemy
565 degrees deep in my lungs
Burns my throat but a fraction
As I burn the ones I love
I will return what I have taken
Before I'm forsaken
Dig deep
In the darkness
Grab a hold
What was once dead
Pull it out of me
It's almost like I see through my reflection
With no recollection
A creature living in my skin
Cutting out my oxygen
Tearing my black heart open
Spilling out every regret
What a fucking mess this is
If I don't bury you now
Then you're taking me down
Taking me down with you
You're dragging this out
Running your mouth
Empty like your hollow apology
You're taking the life and ripping it out of me
Recognize I've cut the ties
You have disobeyed me
Far too many times before now
Monster in my head
Stranger living in my chest
But I am in control
Cold sweat
My shaking hands
Dig their nails through the dirt of the grave I lay in
Cut back and crawl to the edge
Of the last glass coffin that I'm escaping
What's it to you?
What's it to you huh?
Nothing to prove nothing to lose but
My mind is blistering
If you think this is it you've got another thing coming
Freedom Rings
Acid welling up
Cold sweat is shivering down my spine
Midnight
Panic stricken almost dead now
I cannot cauterize the wounds I have sustained now
I can only bleed
Cut you out like you did me
And what was once dead
I'll pull it out of me
If I don't bury you now
Then you're taking me down
Taking me down with you
You're dragging this out
Running your mouth
Empty like your hollow apology
You're taking the life and ripping it out of me
Recognize I've cut the ties
You have disobeyed me
Far too many times before now
Monster in my head
Stranger living in my chest
But I am in control
Feel the flesh peel from my chest
I'm moving on
You're giving in
To what you want
Never again
Will you hold me back
From what I'm meant to be