Don't wanna lie, it was all just a waste of time The war is over, we've got nothing left to fight for Half deaf, half blind This broken hand still reaches for something I can't even see I told myself I'll never come back And here I am The past floats from the holes I couldn't block I'd rather be anywhere else But here I am The fire spreads from the sparks I couldn't kill Soon there'll be no air left to breathe The ground falls beneath Lungs fill up with smoke Revoke or choke I'm tired of trying to forget You won't deserve my respect Forced to live under constant threat It's too late to shed a tear of regret They kept saying that the wind can't break the tree that can bend I couldn't dream of anything else but the day that this would end I hide, hide and lie Learned to survive I'll keep the secret Just to stay untouchable I'll keep the secret Just to stay untouchable I'll keep the secret Untouchable I'll keep the secret Untouchable I'm haunted by my own blood forever And evermore I'm haunted by my own blood forever And evermore