What love I ever had for life Should find it's place here Locked within a cankered cell Beset by madmen Chained to hell This is a place I have not wanted to dream of And now the dream is something I partly live through What is sleep here? Spoken in endless whispers Confusion reigns and I fear That I'm no longer f*cking here What lies before me What further horrors shall find me here Red-edge realities rising bleak From these voids that surround me Ineffable secrets that are whispered within these withered walls Wherein a time before these things made sense I would have willingly accepted pallid limitations Of such horror My f*cking existence Has a loathsome embrace