Fire in my gut
My rage wanting to erupt
Cannot contain this scream
I'm done with this hell finally
I've missed times we had and more
But my other life calls
With you in your arms
But it's gone away so far
It's late, but i have to go
I wanna stay, you always know
I love you so
But duty always calls
I'll be back, i promise
I must go, but it's you i'll miss
So here i go, waving goodbye
To the love of my life
As i walk alone
I can only hope you know
I've missed times we had and more
But my other life calls
I wish i could turn back time
So i could spend more of my life
With you in your arms
But it's gone, away so far
Leaving you alone, my guilt consumes
Wondering what i must do
To make up the lost chance with you
Rushing away and not thinking
Of what i'm missing
Beating myself up inside
Hoping everything will be alright
Finally i'm at this place
Where work begins and my life wastes
Wishing i was in your embrace
As i walk alone
I can only hope you know
I've missed times we had and more
But my other life calls
I wish i could turn back time
So i could spend more of my life
With you in your arms
But it's gone, away so far
Fire in my gut
My rage wanting to erupt
Cannot contain this scream
I'm done with this hell finally
So i sit wondering why
Why choose this stressful life
With love, faith and might
I push on through hard times
As i walk alone
I can only hope you know
I've missed times we had and more
But my other life calls
I wish i could turn back time
So i could spend more of my life
With you in your arms
But it's gone, away so far
But it's gone so
Far
My mind races, rushing there
To see if you're alive or dead
Don't leave me, is this a lost chance?