Emerald front lawn Comforting like a blanket Covering like a mold Emerald front lawn blades Cut a shape of what I was I was soft, I was shy, and I was cold See the sowing of awful seeds That grow into awkward breeds See the rain, see the torture rain That keeps them inside of the steel See the rain, see the torture rain from inside You don't have to feel what you don't want to now Emerald front lawn Seems to me more like an island I'd swim out but I can't So I'll just become the island Burning hot, I am the white of the sand And you can walk all over me Forming the shape of me Along with chemicals, so I only feel half-right Chemicals of the prescriptive kind Chemicals my brain releases when I die will make me see lies See the rain, see the torture rain That keeps them inside of the steel See the rain, see the torture rain from inside You don't have to feel what you don't want to now What you don't want to now What you don't want You want to fit in to perfect straight skin but your heart won't fold