Hey, hey Sometimes I wanna take the car out on the road Flip it into park and smash myself into a million little pieces I'm tired of knowing what about myself is wrong But never mustering up the resolve to really try to change it I walk outside and people say, "Hey" And sometimes I just wanna say "Hey, go away, go away" So I guess I better stay inside I've read that if you just sit in a chair and think Of focusing your nervous energy on the beauty of breathing You could live a life of real tranquility But I just thought of every stupid thing That's been keeping me from sleeping I close my eyes and it won't go away I plug my ears but they're ringing out Hey Hey, hey Hey, hey-ey It keeps me from believing That maybe someday the thing will work Maybe I won't feel like a jerk Maybe the words I say will stop coming out weighted Maybe someday I'll want to breathe and Maybe the people that I meet Won't lead to a certain future where I'm betrayed and I'm so jaded I'm so jaded And that's... that's why I'm so fucking sad