Wish it felt like Christmas again I've been reminiscing again I've been drinking way too much getting too fucked up Wishing things were the same 1 Shot, double cup Anything to feel something Fill me up Mimosas in the morning And daytimes for lunch Anything to keep me buzzed And my mind off you Cuz all these thoughts Keep me up till the morning comes Like when I was young Waiting for the gifts to come You're the gift that came But now you're gone Wish it felt like Christmas again I've been reminiscing again I've Been drinking way too much getting too fucked up Wishing things were the same Wish it felt like Christmas again I've been reminiscing again I've Been drinking way too much getting too fucked up Wishing things were the same My grandma call me, tell me go to church you're lost Tell me she been praying, but I'm far from god Look, before I couldn't complain This world is a mess you made it all ok Right now I'm far from god I'm far from love I'm better off alone I just need someone Happy for my heart One to hold my arm In this shitty parade Wish it felt like Christmas again I've been reminiscing again I've Been drinking way too much getting too fucked up Wishing things were the same Wish it felt like Christmas again I've been reminiscing again I've Been drinking way too much getting too fucked up Wishing things were the same