Spite-ridden and I'm losing composure My blood's thinning as I'm searching for closure I've had this dream before you're walking out the door and I Can't move my legs So here we go again it's 4am the hour that drags out The feeling I can't forget The heavy hands of the clock added to the weight of The epitaph They say that time heals all but now it's killing Everything And now I'm choking on the words that I never got to Say so I'll just sit here as I spit up my lungs this one's for You and it doesn't roll off the tongue I remember you said we'd pull through this together But you're not fucking here Longer than the night Colder than the dark In the black like a ghost you leave your mark I'll never see you again It's a story that I don't want to tell And all that's left is the loneliness In the empty space you left And your footsteps to follow I dropped the dirt that made you one with the earth Fading myself just to hide how much it hurt I dropped the dirt that made you one with the earth Fading myself just to hide how much it hurt Blank walls filling in the voids when every thought is coming in like white noise Suffer in silence like mice among the lions The pain and confusion is tempting me with violence It feels like something's always missing that's just the case of another mans prison I'll be there with you until the end I'll never watch another friend drown again