Either this is real love or I'm obsessed
Never feel better than when your undressed
All these thoughts, they fill my head
Looking at the ceiling when I'm in my bed
Thinking that tomorrow Ima turn up dead
Wasted time that's all I spent
"Wanna end my life" that's what I said
Pop these pills til I'm in the cement
I don't wanna talk, I don't wanna go back
Every single text that I sent was sad
Shattered my heart when you broke that glass
Taking these drugs to forget my past
Every time I pop I think it's my last
Tryna get the love that I never could grasp
Couldn't get a grip and I went right back
Back to the xans call that a relapse
Get up in my mind got a panic attack
Yeah i'm insane and I'm manic at that
Dilate my eyes until I collapse
BPD depressed bitch know my facts
Cover up my scars with my god damn tats
Lines going up take a peek at my stats
Always hated school never going to class
Caused me depression so my wrists I slash
Either this is real love or I'm obsessed
Never feel better than when your undressed
All these thoughts, they fill my head
Looking at the ceiling when I'm in my bed
Thinking that tomorrow Ima turn up dead
Wasted time that's all I spent
"Wanna end my life" that's what I said
Pop these pills til I'm in the cement
I don't wanna talk, I don't wanna go back
Every single text that I sent was sad
Shattered my heart when you broke that glass
Taking these drugs to forget my past
Every time I pop I think it's my last
Tryna get the love that I never could grasp
Couldn't get a grip and I went right back
Back to the xans call that a relapse