Crazy how obsession turns into depression
Picking up a gun or a blade picking weapons
I been feeling numb popping pills I'm an addict
Hitting up the plug to get the dust not magic
Shining in the light all my blood it look metallic
Begging for my heart you want my love you can have it
Fair warning that my fucking past is kinda tragic
Never meant to hurt you but your burning me to ashes
Never meant to hurt you but both hearts break
Every time you cry I see the pain up in your face
I just been a lost soul easily replaced
Knife to my veins all the pain I can't evade
Moving on to a different book turn the page
I don't wanna live in living hell every day
Everybody tell me I should change my ways
I don't wanna change I just wanna live my fate
Crazy how obsession turns into depression
Picking up a gun or a blade picking weapons
I been feeling numb popping pills I'm an addict
Hitting up the plug to get the dust not magic
Shining in the light all my blood it look metallic
Begging for my heart you want my love you can have it
Fair warning that my fucking past is kinda tragic
Never meant to hurt you but your burning me to ashes
Crazy how obsession turns into depression
Picking up a gun or a blade picking weapons
I been feeling numb popping pills I'm an addict
Hitting up the plug to get the dust not magic
Shining in the light all my blood it look metallic
Begging for my heart you want my love you can have it
Fair warning that my fucking past is kinda tragic
Never meant to hurt you but your burning me to ashes
Never meant to hurt you but both hearts break
Every time you cry I see the pain up in your face
I just been a lost soul easily replaced
Knife to my veins all the pain I can't evade
Moving on to a different book turn the page
I don't wanna live in living hell every day
Everybody tell me I should change my ways
I don't wanna change I just wanna live my fate